whooo!

the tears keep coming; is it time to leave?

2006-07-30T21:38:00.000-07:00

caught nacho libre with tabi on friday after tuition. it wasn't as funny as i expected.. but it still was nice going out with her again. absence makes the heart grow fonder, haha. but too much absence makes it difficult to communicate with the person again. no? whatever, she's still a great pal.

well i guess the past night was quite quite rough, and so was this morning. i've never felt that way in quite a long time and i'm not sure why i did, why it hit me so hard. i was lost for words and i still am. i think it's mostly my fault and i can't leave things as it is, so i guess i'm the one who really has to change. to val, nat and tofu, i'm sorry i cause so much.. fear.

i thank God for my brother.

i think i MIGHT be going on a hiatus. so.. till then.

have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

but i'm not listening

2006-07-28T10:18:00.000-07:00

( lyn, i'm blogging partly because of you asked me to [: )

it's supposed to bio now, but mrs ngin didn't come. p;

mr ang made us play matches for training yesterday. i didn't put much effort into the doubles match, so i guess it's okay to have lost. but the singles matches he made me play with alina was damn disappointing.

we played first to reach 3 games and i was up 2-0 but i don't know what came over me! so she won 3-2 in the end. ): i think i have no sense of determination at all! god. hwee ting's match was alright i guess. she would've beaten me if she didn't care so much about power S:

but all in all, i guess i faired quite okay. considering i haven't played for a week, and i had such a short warm up because i was late due to remedial, and i had blur vision! hahaha. i think i do better when i'm not prepared, because then, i won't worry so much and get paranoid. hahahaaa what a stupid theory but i think it's true.

when you ask me whether i'm okay, do you realise you're the one who's causing everything?

prefects' investiture later! hope it won't be too boring.

listen well, will you marry me?

2006-07-25T23:12:00.000-07:00

school's been pretty much the same.

i feel the same sense of dread, the same lethargy as each teacher steps in to class, the same feeling of being alone. i don't know whether it's because of where i sit, but sometimes i feel so detached that i come up with so many reasons why our teachers bothered to put just two tables at that corner, and why it was syikin and i that had to occupy those two seats. i thought things would change but i guess, nothing much has. forget it, i don't know how to say this. i never know how to.

dad brought me to accident and emergency at CGH this morning to have an eye check up! thank god there's nothing serious. but i guess i'll be walking around with that red blood clot in my eye for the next few days, which also means no contacts. ):

so if you see me around without my glasses, i apologise if i don't say hi, smile at you, or give you a frown (because i'm straining my eyes, haha) because i really can't see you! man this totaaaally rocks.

have i told you i like outings with my dad? him bringing me out today really brought back alot of memories; the times where he would bring my brother and i out for lunch at places like pizza hut haha. and i still remembered, pizza hut offered lunch buffets at that time.

things seem so different when everyone gets older. people're not so innocent or carefree anymore, they have more things to worry about, more things to account to. it always makes me wonder how i'm gonna be when i become and adult.

okay now sometimes i feel that i think too much about everything. it's bad, i think i'll get retribution! i'll have to marry an ugly and poor man and we'll have fugly kids and they'll all have to hear me talking about my worries and whether we've got enough food for tomorrow. but then again, will that ever happen? judgement day's coming soon, mofos.

i hope i go to heaven.

hahahazzzzZZZZxxxxxzzzz this shit is papayas
b-y b-y b-y eeeeeee

mrs. lonely

2006-07-22T22:04:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry i'm like that.

say you'll stay
don't come and go
like you do

sway my way
yeah, i need to know
all about you

maybe it's time i get an aunt agony to pour out my feelings to. haaahaaaaaa.

no longer the same now

2006-07-22T01:37:00.000-07:00

happy racial harmony day! (:
sorry i'm about an hour late!

carnival day was okay i guess, the things sold at the stalls're basically the same. and i like the kindergarten kids!! though we didn't manage to interact with them much. and we didn't even know our exhibits were meant for kids! so i guess there was a bit of confusion.. but i guess it's still not that bad, considering the fact that we only started work yesterday!

wanted to watch pirates after school today but no one was free. man i feel so out of touch haha. so i followed josiah the idiot monkey to laselle to change his class schedule! and before that i had to search high and low for liquid paper because of the stupid edits he had to make. (!!?!?) grr. ): went over to bugis after that to eat. and i saw vanessa! :DD

jannah (with moustache on her face): hello kids!
boy 1: i tell you, she is not a man!!!
jannah explains stuff
boy 1 and 2: giggle giggle you're not a man!!!
jannah: i am i am!!
boy 1 and 2: prooooff (prove) it!!!!!
we start joking among ourselves
boy 1: you lie!! liar!!!
jannah: no no i never lie. you see ah.. moustache drops off
boy 1: giggle giggle SEE, i told you she's not a real man!!!!

HAHAAAH make a guess, who's the terrorist?!

kiddos (:

man i think this museum thingy at at the school's very cool!

monkey

i still wanna watch the lake house! and nacho libre! hohohoho

give me the song and i'll sing it like i mean it

2006-07-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED YOMEISHU, I NEED THE ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I THOUGHT J KONG WAS BEING VERY NAGGY DURING TSC TODAY ): GARRRH.
but i guess most of the things she said made alot of sense.
I HAVE TO UNLEASH MY POTENTIAL!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so many things i wanna say, but.. i guess it all sums up to:
afveriohvwe5298r57&#*(%&( HDFUIHESUV AETF4oi OH MY GOOODDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dancing with a water bottle

2006-07-16T21:42:00.000-07:00

you know this boogie is for real
i used to buy my faith in worship
but then my chance to get to heaven slipped
i used to worry about the future
but then i throw my caution into the wind;
GOT CANNED HEAT IN MY HEALS TO NIGHT, BABY!

today was quite a good day!
i hope the rest of the week will be even better, which i highly doubt so ):

well guess what I JUST REALISED THERE'S ENGLISH AND ORAL THIS WEEK!!!!!! AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN'S CHEENA ORAL!!!!!!!!!

shit man this has gotta stop i've been living the weeks and months blindly. no planning or purpose. i haven't even printed term 3's time-table out. ): well it's the same as term 2's.. but the thing is, i don't even have term 2's time-table! garrrrhhhh i really don't know whether to be angry at myself or just laugh.

and to make thing's worse, there's the chem ca (VHWREOFGIHWEUORFHEWUHAWEFIOUHEWOIH!!!!!!!) and bio spa (!!!!!!!!EHDGIUVHERUIGHI@!!!!!!). and i'm gonna just die if my friends tell me that the cheena listening and oral's this week too. that's what i've been relying on! friends.

time to fish out my organiser!!!! which should be.. somewhere.

THE TIME TO GO IS NOW
BYE BYE SUCKERS!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

whatever.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAO ZHONG! :D

haheeehohahaheeehohoho

2006-07-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

I OFFICIALLY DISLIKE SYIKIN AND QURAISHAAAAA!!!! GRRRRRRRR
I FEEL HAPPY FOR THEM BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DON'T.
hahahahhahahahhhh okay i'm kidding about the first line.

YAYYYYYYY WENT TO SOUP RESTAURANT TODAY FOR DINNER WITH THE FAMILY AND I SAW HIAP LUH!!!!! HE LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER WITH HIS NEW HAIRCUT HOHOHOHHHO

AND AND AND I SAW THE IDOLS AGAIN AT TM TODAY!!!!!!! BUT I ONLY MANAGED TO SEE THEM WHEN THEY WERE IN THE BUS COS OF BALLET ): BUTBUTBUT AT LEAST THEY WAVED TO HANNAH AND I WHEN WE SAW THEM FROM OUTSIDE!!!!!!!! SHIT THEY'RE SO NICE. but maybe it's just because they have to have a good image. hhhooowelllll

I'M SO SCARED AND AT THE SAME TIME EXCITED FOR THE AUDITIONS TOMORRRRRRROW!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE I WON'T SCREW UP LIKE I ALWAYS DO. i always get so nervous!!!!!

EEEEEEEWWWW YOU DUMB BITCH I HATE YOU!!! I BET YOU WERE LYING!!!!!!!!
can't you just tell the truth WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAH YAY I'M HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME ANGRY HOHOHAHWAWTHUERAHHOWHOAWHAW

singapore idol photos!

yaayyyyyzzzzzzxxzzzzzzzZXZZxxxxxxxxzZZZZZZZZZXxxxx

doesn't this look familiar!!

at the carpark waiting to enter the tv theatre (that's dian's poster! :D)

hahahahah okay then while waiting to get into the theatre we started posing with the sgi sign! damn lame really.

"singapore idol only whaaaat"

BYEEEEEBYEEEEEEZXXZXXXXXXZZZ

YAY AH LIANZZZZZZZXXXXX ROX WORHHHHXZZZZZZZZZ.

EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

singapore idol - results show

2006-07-15T01:45:00.000-07:00

OGAY SO
school sucked on thursday. odd week thursdays suck! BUT, i got a nice surprise from syikin! surprises i like! (:

you seeeee, i was sleeping during english and then the period ended so miss ang left. then suddenly syikin woke me up (she always does) and i could've sworn i drooled again (go on, tell me how disgusting you think i am) and then she showed me the singapore idol ticket!
so i started jumping and squealing with her. I DON'T KNOW WHY i mean come on it's uhm, onlyyy singapore idol.. HAHAHAHAHAAA. right?

sooooo the hype died down after that. and i was even quite lazy to go for the show! cos it was quite rush. but i still went anyway cos we already made plans. so we cabbed down to school to meet nat's (3/7) dad and her two juniors to go to the tv theatre! and gosh we were seriously squashed in the car.. but anyhow, THANKS NATASHA (:

queued up and then this photo/videographer kept following poor dian cos she had this hady poster! he filmed almost all of the tkgians in the end, haha.

okay fast forward!!!!
the lady said she couldn't guarantee us seats in the auditorium so we were sent to the mosh pit (sp)!!!!

shit man we were like less than 1m away from the finalists!!!!! when i saw them i was just DDDDD: like i didn't expect to feel that way because.. yeah, they're not even that big.. yet!!! but when i saw them come on stage i was just like, "whoa i can't believe it i'm actually so close to them."

and because we were SO NEAR, we touched like all of them!!!! hahaha like while they were singing and stuff. damn i think the finalists're very well-trained. they're all so composed and friendly haha. on stage that is.

joakim's hot man. but jonathan's like hotttter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD LIKE LIKE LIKE HE SAW ME SMILING AT HIM THEN HE SMILED BACK verrrry hottttlly. but i think he practically smiled at everyone down there lah haha.

okay SO SO AFTER LIKE A WHILE
I SHOUTED HIS NAME AND HE HEARD ME CALL HIM AND THEN HE LOOKED AT ME AND THEN I SAID "YOU SING REALLY WELL - thumbs up sign" AND THEN THEN THEN HE SQUATTTEDDDDD DOWN AND SHOOK MY HAND AND my heart just melted i felt like jumping on stage at that time!!!!!

i was so mesmerised. AND ahem I STILL AM!!!!!! shit lah but i'm only like one stupid small fan of his he probably won't remember me this is damn sad. ):
okay i really should shut up it's only jonathan!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i think paul's pretty cute and unique but, very unhygenic?! he was digging his nose on stage! and some of his fans around us just went "SO CUTE!!!!!" while people who're not fans of his like me just stared in disgust. and he has sweaty palms!!! hohoho

so we walked down the hill after that and admired all the gigantic over-sized houses and cabbed back for supper.

and oh, i think the contestants sound much better real life than on teeeveeeee! honestly. i feel sad for norman, you could tell he looked so worried. and i can't believe jonathan was in the bottom 3. maybe i should start voting. HAHA

JONATHAN BABY SING TO MEEEEEE!!!!
I'LL GO WHEREVER YOU WILL GOOOOOO

OH MY GOD I SOUND SO CORNY!!!!!!!!!!wwhhurrwhuerqwuarhuhwr STOP IT!!!!!!!

photos up soon because photobucket's not working, sorry!!

how the pieces fall into place

2006-07-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

world cup finals tonight!!!
too bad there's amath ca tomorrow so we have to go to school. ):
and there's ss on tuesday too! garrrrhhh.

you can't read my mind so please just shut your damn mouth?

-

stars shining bright above you
night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"
birds singing in the sycamore tree
dream a little dream of me

say "nightie night" and kiss me
just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
while i'm alone and blue as can be
dream a little dream of me

stars fading but i linger on, dear
still craving your kiss
i'm longing to linger til dawn, dear
just saying this...

sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you
sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
but in your dreams whatever they be
dream a little dream of me

dream a little dream of me / michael buble

dream a little dream of me

2006-07-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

if time could be captured like photographs..

what's that up in the sky?

2006-07-08T01:21:00.000-07:00

caught superman with tabi today! i miss going out with her. maybe it's because i can get as lame as i want to and she doesn't care.

anyway i think brandon routh looks hot in the show. apart from the fact that those few strands in the center of his forehead's never out of place, his butt-chin, and that his eyebrows' like a dense forest, i think he looks good.
i also like jason (the small boy)!!!! man, he's like mini superman; SO CUTE. and i think kate bosworth look's better blonde.
well i guess the show's not bad, just a bitttt draggy! but worth watching.

i want a superman in singapore!!!
so i can be lois lane.
huarrrahurhurawerrrhurhurhawrrrrrr

i can't stand you and you.
haahaaa
ogay this blog's as superficial as it can get.

count your blessings now

2006-07-06T22:34:00.000-07:00

did i tell you that we got into a car accident on tuesday haha!

all i knew was that i was reaching for the radio remote control at the front and the next moment i flew all the way to the other end of the car and hit my head and then there was this PIAAANNNGGG sound and i couldn't believe that we actually hit a car 'cos my dad seldom hits cars haha. mom says that if dad hadn't swerved the collision would've been harder and i could've got badly injured! (?????!!) hahahaahah

and my bro's finally back and got stuffs from DFS hohoho cos he said brunei's a boring place

and oh i managed to snap a photo of tofu my ~~ugly~~ PRETTY LAB PARTNER during chem yesterday with her funny coloured solutions!!! we were doing titration haha and started mixing all the different shit together huarwhaehawhawhr

we performed our save the environment thing for the upper-sec assembly today and it was definitely much better than the one last week at the lower sec assembly!! :D :D
GUESS WHOOOO

hahahaaaaha i have no idea who wrote this but i like it ho!

and i'm too lazy to upload the pics we took while beaching that day cos we cam-whored quite a bit so ya haha okay whatever now byebyee

tomorrow's FRIDDAAAAY

are you still the same

2006-07-03T22:45:00.000-07:00

i'm tired and i haven't studied for tomorrow's math test, which basically means i'm SCREWED!

sun came up after the dull morning so headed for sentosa with nat today after tuition. man everything's just so nice and relaxed when you're at the beach. photos up another time because i gotta run but you can check out nat's in the meantime if you're bored hoho.

and check out
http://dickchan.blogspot.com
and his other links.
you might get turned on if you have a wild imagination, don't say you haven't been warned.

shi jie zhi you fu mu hao

2006-07-03T01:21:00.000-07:00

i guess it's nice to spend weekends with your parents when you haven't been spending much time with them because everyone's just been so busy and stressed out with their own work.

so we had dim sum at chinatown after church!
i just discovered my love for dim sum :9 maybe it's because i'm cantonese.. HAHAHAHA
OGAY WHATVER.

walked around chinatown for a while and i figured it's actually not that bad a place (somehow i always had a bad impression of it), other than the fact that the shop owners treat the ~~ang mohs~~ tourists much nicer.
then we headed down to zouk because daddy knew some guy who organised the milkrun and he was so friendly! got some free stuff haha. went down to holland v after that cos he had to look for some chinese scroll!!? we took so long but still didn't manage to get it in the end hooha.

speaking of family, i can't wait till my brother gets back from brunei! not like it'll be much of a difference at home because he spends most of the time in his room but, still. we all miss him and it'll be one thing off our minds to worry off. (:

got tuition early in the morning tomorrow ):
but hopefully i'll be able to tan with nat if the weather permits!!!

i really should be off.

p.s. happy youth day!!! (:

taste the rainbow

2006-07-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

came back not too long ago cos i met mom after ballet! (: haven't gone out with her in a long time man. we had dinner at din tai fung and the food's not bad, but all the people there don't communicate in english and it was quite difficult to figure out what they were saying cos their accents were quite strong.

and i like those dumpling things, though it burnt my tongue! my mom didn't wanna warn me about the hot juice inside it before i ate it because she said that virgin dumpling eaters had to experience the hot juice coming out and burning their tongue, so they'd always remember the taste of the dumplings haha.

headed to zara cos there's the sale and i got quite a few things! (: and mango too, though there's not much good stuff left anymore. i really hate the crowds at these kinds of sales but it's just satisfying to find stuff you actually like at pretty good prices and at sizes that fit you.

monday's a holiday
SAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

high school musical

2006-07-01T12:45:00.000-07:00

i finally caught high school musical!
i guess it's not bad, but not too good either.

and i think zachary efron's actually not that fantastic looking but i think it's his character in the show that stands out. :D

did you know that portions, and sometimes all (in the case of "get'cha head in the game"), of troy's (zac efron) singing voice was actually dubbed by composer 'andrew seeley'? :l

and there's quite a lot of goofs in this show. like when sharpay (ashley tisdale) and ryan (lucas grabeel) are talking about the "rules" of the drama club, ryan is about to drink milk out of a carton but in the next shot, the straw is nowhere near his mouth, haha!

okay whatever. the songs're stuck in my head now.

i gotta get my get my
head in the game
you gotta getcha getcha getcha getcha
head in the game

:D
oooooohhhhhhh

so hold me till the sun burns out

2006-07-01T02:37:00.000-07:00

the first week of school's OUT!!! finally.

the week's been so packed, i'm surprised i actually managed to survive it. it's like i have two or more activities after school almost everyday and i'm always rushing from one place to another. i've to stay up really late to complete my homework and most of the times i don't because i'm just too shagged. ): sigh i really cannot afford to neglect my studies anymore.

mrs ngin gave us some quiet time to think during legacy today and i felt really scared because time is running out!! couldn't really think because my mind was in a mess and i felt so stressed so i just decided to uhm, sleep. now that i've mentioned the word sleeping, i think i'm sleeping too much in class! even val told me that today. ): arghhhh i don't even know what's the cause of it! maybe i should really start drinking more chicken essence?

and oh, sent my brother off to brunei on tuesday morning and I LOST MY WALLET. (i'm so sorry chermaine ): )i know this's gonna sound wierd but i miss my movie ticket stubs! and yeah, not forgetting the discount cards. ):
mom's doing everything for me and i feel so sorry for troubling her 'cos she's she's already busy with her work and still has to do this shit because of my carelessness. ): worse still, i just got my ic like 3 months ago and now we've to pay 100 bucks to make a new one. man, isn't it just a freaking pink card.

had training yesterday and it was coach qing's birthday (happy belated birthday coach qing!) so he bought us drinks, hur.
training hasn't been exactly what i thought it would be. shan't be bothered to elaborate.

half a year is gone and almost nothing has changed since the first day of school. which very much includes the fact that i'm still not focused on my studies. remain this way and ite's gonna be the school for me.

P.S. bye bye denise lim, everyone in tk will miss you now that you've transferred to sports school.

like nothing ever happened

2006-07-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

tag replies>

estherix: HEY! how're you?!!!
zara: hey! i thought i would only inform you if i was going S: anyway, sorry. ): i hope everything went fine..
cheryl: oh! haha sorry! i'll go link you soon. by the way, advance work's so hard!! :l
annabel: hello you! don't be sad about denise anymore okay, smile!!
meryl: hhaha yeah. when's it not boring! S:
syikin: kindergarten?! hahaha. oh man, next time must wake me up okay.. hur.
chermain: haha uhm, okay hello! (:
mrlameist: no..
geri: I WANNA GOOO! WE SHOULD START SAVING NOW!
desmond: blah. i'll try. ): thanks!
clare: yes i saw you too! haha you were? COULDN'T TELL!!! hawhwawhawww.
kyra: hey kyra!!! i hope your leg gets better soon! (:
faye: hhaha yeah. oh just go watch it! it's quite funny. and we didn't go out during june hols in the end. ): expected huh. pooo.
mag: HEYYY!!! oh man don't remind me it was so embarrassing i think we screwed up!!!! S: HA.
daphne: hey! i think you were off already when i came on! haha. and oh my parents say there's no point going if i don't get to watch the award S: cos miss pang says she only has 2 tix right? gaaaah.
raechel: oh hey. uhm, yeah i'll pass it to viv or meryl or something when i see them! sorry.
xiaoxuan: hey xiaoxuan! (:

yay dad's got my comp working again!

chocolate chip cookies

2006-06-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

met up with val, tofu and nat today. and i keep bumping into fredda when i go to town! haha i think i sounded so dumb when i saw her on friday. but i bumped into her today again in the train! so we managed to talk a bit, heh.

anyway, we managed to catch scary movie 4!

and this is beau mirchoff as robbie in the show (: (: (:

cindy: last night I saw a face.
tom: did it have a nose?
cindy: well.. yeah.
tom: hmm that does sound like a face.

funny, but i think the previous ones were better. anywho, i had fun! guess it was a pretty good way to end the hols.

sigh.
SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW!!!
i haven't finished all my homework, but i'm glad to say that at least i attempted it!
and it's gonna be a long day for me S: not looking forward to it at alllllllll. ):
urgghhhhh just suck it.

the time to go off is now.
i hope i'll be able to fall asleep!

do you really want the sugar pill?

2006-06-25T00:47:00.000-07:00

managed to finish our english project today and i'm so thankful we didn't waste our time away. (: val came over and then khai, vic, yaya and syik left, so we decided to make jellyyyyy. don't ask why haha.

get down on your knees
whisper what i need;
something pretty
i feel that when i'm old
i'll look at you and know
the world was beautiful

tag replies>

daphne: thursday was fun! we really should do it again haha. and i've got more photos! i'll send it to you the next time i see you online ya?
tofu: SEEXXXYYYYY! i'm always observant ;D see you monday girl!
zahidah: YOU DIDDD! haha. i think they're not bad.
estel: haha you no need to thank me, really.
dahlia: hahaha shut up you, as if your name's much more popular than mine!! :p
germ: yeah i think it's true. ): haha and you're serious? everyone's trying to like it? hrmmm okay.
zara: aww thanks. and i'll let you know. yup. man, haven't seen you for so long. sigh.
jamie: IT'S OGAY. ): i shall start saving!
tab: hahahah yes i saw. :p
geri: YES and you managed to take a picture with that hot guy who looks like adam brody if you just take a glance. LUCKY PIG! and yup that's joannnna haha.
isabella: hey! but uhm. SIGH I DUNNO I DUNNOOOO.
meryl: yes i see it too! haha. bet you had loadsa fun that day.
nadirah: yes that's her! she says she knows you :D
valencia: HEY VAL! KONNYAKU! (sp.) hahahaha
annabel: BANANANANA!! HOW ARE YOU?
nat: TODAY? HAHAHAHA okay i don't know why i said that.
stefanie: HEY YOU!!! (:

what the hell is stopping me! argh i think i don't have a mind.

my plug in baby

2006-06-23T23:48:00.000-07:00

today was a good day.

met tabi after everything and it was sooo nice because it has seriously been eons since i last went out with her. the rain really spoilt our plans though. and the women at the mango sale are barbaric. i hate it. but at least we managed to get good stuff (;

i felt so pissed because the cinemas at orchard suddenly became so strict overnight, so we couldn't get in to scary movie. darrrn. ended up watching just my luck, it really reminded me of confessions of a teenage drama queen and i didn't like that film! so yeah i didn't like this one either.

continued shopping after that and we did other cool shit. ;D i don't know why but i haven't had this much fun while shopping, for a long time haha.
maann tab you're so hot i love you. (: and i just wanted to let you know that although new friends come along, you'll never be forgotten!

hahahaha ogay that was so cheesy bye bye.

so happy together

2006-06-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

ballet girls went over to miss pang's for a get together today. (:

because miss pang and daphne stays in the same estate, we headed to daphne's house first and watched In her shoes over pizza heh. then we headed down to the bbq pit! food was good.

bitching time by the pool after that and we learnt.. quite a few things about other people haha. went back to eat some more, and then we went up to the roof (because miss pang's house had a roof access) but there were no stars! ): and most of us had to leave already so we didn't spend as much time there as we did in the afternoon.

anywhoo i had fun!! we should have more of these gatherings man. :D

daphne's place

it's all about the marshmallows

i really liked the view from the roof top haha.

then we went to this wading area and the rocks are so cool, haha.

jungle freaks

the typical "look anywhere but the camera" picture

we've got err, muscles? this was so embarrassing haha.

miss pang's kids, clyde and claudia! they're the cutest things!!! reaaaaally.

managed to go for vertigo at dxo for a while last night 'cos andrea had extra tickets. didn't stay for long though cos dad came early ):

I CAN'T BELIEVE TOMORROW'S A FRIDAY!
SCHOOL REOPENS ON MONDAY!!
NOOOOOOOOOOO ):

like a wave the ocean just can't control

P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERYL CHEN! (:

it's a complicated web

2006-06-21T19:53:00.000-07:00

i actually had quite a few things to say but i forgot. always happens.

haha i was reading daph's blog and i just remembered that only FOUR people came for class on monday! when i walked to the changing rooms i only saw daph, so it was only the 2 of us then. after a while xueying came!! then bernita. well at least 4's better than 2. hahahaha you should've heard us talking man, we were.. shocked.
and the girls're back from nz! i wanna go for the next one. hur.

daphne and xueying, haha!

and this pianist called yi heng played for us today. maaan, it was.. funny. either too fast or too slow. S: but his improvisation's not bad though.

okay this post's very weird
i don't know what to say
there're parties tonight and my brother's back
byebyeeee

she said she got my letter. ha!

2006-06-21T02:17:00.000-07:00

check it out man there's a band called
downtown singapore
and the members're not singaporeans!
cool shit.

i wanna have the same last dream again
the one where i wake up and i'm alive
just as the four walls close me within
my eyes are open up with pure sunlight
i'm the first to know
my dearest friends

quizzz

2006-06-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

NAT ASKED ME TO DO THIS!

Complete these sentences:

My teacher once said that
1 + 1 = 2.

Never in my life have i
not told a lie.

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile
my daddy.

I like
taking back sunday

Because
they produce good emo shit.

When i'm nervous
i grab people and shake them so that they know i'm nervous.

The last time i laughed was when
mr ng made fun of me at tuition.

My hair is
messy.

My feet are
normal.

Last christmas
no one really dared to stand under the mistletoe.

When i turn my head left, i see
the bed, the window, then the sea

When i turn my head right, i see
the cupboard

When i look down, i see
the keyboard

The craziest recent event was
world cup?

By this time next year
MUGGING FOR O'S, damn it.

I have a hard time understanding
chemistry.

One time at a family gathering
i watched the relatives play mahjong.

You know i like-like you if
i tell you!!!

If i won an award, the first person i'd thank is
MY WHOLE FAMILY! but i'd be thanking God the most.

Triangles are
three-sided figures.

My ideal breakfast is
bacon, eggs, ham, sausages, orange juice, salad. by the pool/beach!

If you make me really happy
i'll scream and hug you tight and jump around and kiss you and try to make you happy too!!!
underline underline: really happy

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon
any part of europe.

Boys are
irritating yet fun at the same time?

I'd stop my wedding if
i realised that guy wasn't meant for me.

The world could do without
the supernatural.. hahah

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than
eat my shit. EEEEEEWWW!!!!

Most recent thing you've bought yourself
that G2 pen at popular!!

Most recent thing someone else bought you
coffee, haha.

My least favourite time of the day is
the afternoon.

And by the way, please hold on
i'm IM-ing someone.

The last time i was high
i kept squealing and my friends kept looking around to see if anyone was looking, and then laughed with me.

The last person i talked to told me
that i shouldn't sleep too late.

I shouldn't have
wasted the first 3 weeks of june hols away.

Last night I
was at uan singing and trying to catwalk?! hahaha, thanks to nixem.

There's this girl i know who
doesn't know when not to carry her jokes too far.

There's this guy i know who
is very irritating.

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy
"you just made me really happy!"

I'm listening to
no tomorrow - orson

I last ate
SKITTLES!!

My bedsheet is
i'm not in my room.

I smell
like strawberry because of the shampoo i used.

On my table, i have
alot of things.

My full name is
eunice ho xianglin.

The next 4 people who are gonna do this quiz are
tabitha
valencia
syazana
syikin

close the door and take the stairs

2006-06-20T23:27:00.000-07:00

tag replies>

stef: haha yeah i've added you on msn already! (: and okay i'll send you some songs soon!! hols're ending. ):
enshao: haha thanks! and i'm not angry!!
hannah: yes! you just did on saturday :DD it was nice seeing you guys again!!
char: 10 rounds!!! *gulp
sid: it wasn't rock hard, you're too picky!! hahahaha
yaya: well there's light coming from the screen isn't there!! AND i saw you giving that face okay, STOP LYING! hahah.
syik: HEY HE BITCH!! hahaha I HAVEN'T completed my homework!!! totally screwed. ):
tabi: I LOVE YOU!! great seeing you tooodaaay even though tuition was.. uhm. hahaha
germ: they just had one.. but i didn't go, cos i.. don't really attend cell anymore. ): and is WHAT true? haha. and oh, thanks girl. (:
xuanhan: DON'T ANYHOW SAY OKAY. hahaha. anyway HOW HAVE YOU BEEEEN!!!
nat: haha did it already! and i didnt go crazy with the popcorn okay!!! HAHAHA
zara: huh really! oh man.. i don't dare to go. ): sigh.
raihan: RAIHAN!!! YEAH it was nice!! (: ogaaaaaay i'll go link you!!!
geri: haha yup! AND TELL ME YOUR CHEENA NAME NOW.
valencia: haha why couldnt you last time!! =P
jessica: man.. haha only if yx goes i guess!!!
chester: you're welcome!! haha why? i heard it wasnt fantastic.

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there's training and ballet tomorrow. S:
maybe i'll go for ballet, haha.
new pointe shoes!!

and there's the zouk and dxo party. haaaaha. i hope yx goes!

and oh, i bumped into chermain on the train today and we talked about how things are in Lighthouse now. man, i felt really weird somehow, i didn't know why and i don't know how to describe it. nice.. yet not. nostalgic? i don't know. argh. AIYAHHHH whatever.
sigh.

Lord please light my fire again.

who's the man

2006-06-19T23:33:00.000-07:00

She's the man's a good show, no? it's not exactly a chick flick, if that's what you were thinking. mean girls was a chick flick which all the guys could enjoy (wasn't it?). that show was totally bitchy with lindsay lohan and rachel mcadams fighting it out to see who could be the queen bitch of all time. and the guys didn't play a major role in that film, they were more like.. play things?

BUT in this show, guys and girls get equal showtime. basically because the lead actress plays a guy and a girl. i think that's enough progestorone and testosterone to satisfy both sexes, really. haha.

i've got a strong feeling that quite a number of these starlets are going to turn into major money machines! soon. amanda bynes is definitely going to get more attention as a credible comedienne, channing tatum will get to play hottie roles, (he could pass off as a hot spy in those spy flicks) laura could play some ditzy blonde, and let's just say the others were just as good, like eunice (the braces girl). HAHA

the storyline's good and clear, you understand everything that happens. the setting's perfect for teens to understand. overall, a good film, go watch it! though i think they're gonna stop screening it soon considering how late i caught the film, haha.

and oh, happy belated fathers' day!
gave him the brownies that yaya, syik and i baked on saturday after doing our.. english project and watching deuce bigalow and mean girls on dvd when they came over :D too bad victoria couldn't join us 'cos she left earlier. and i've still yet to buy him something else! S: he liked the brownies though. hur.

it's pouring and i'm not at training cos i woke up with a fever. hope i get well by afternoon cos there's ballet!

P.S. happy birthday chester!
you're finally the same age as me, haha. (: well take care ya and i'll see you around!!

2006-06-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

"But you're one of the busiest people I've ever met, you're almost always not free ):"
- Germaise

this is so sad.
~~haha~~

thoughts running around like little children

2006-06-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

we did physical for training and i felt.. really.. SICK.
my puke was like green (HAHA!!) i bet it's because of the sparkling h-two-o thing that nat made me drink >:( never mind it goes to show how unfit and fat i've become.

syik, yaya and vic're coming over tomorrow for the english project! like, FINALLY. (; i'm sure it's gonna be fun, esp with those 2 clowns around.

darn, haven't got anything for my dad for fathers' day!!!!

we the realest nigga
50 Cent and B.I.G. my nigga
don't try to act like you don't feel a nigga
biggie yo nigga 50 yo nigga squeeze the trigga' leave a nigga fa' sho!

hottttt.

singaporeans cannot can cannot can sing

2006-06-15T10:22:00.000-07:00

hady and joakim got into the next round for singapore idol!

i thought he was good. his voice's really unique! but not really my type.

i don't think he can sing. he's got the looks (hurhurhurrr) and humour though. i couldn't wait to see him perform when i heard that he was gonna sing geek in the pink but when he started singing it i was thinking: what the..
i think he's better off a comedian haha.

i thought jay would get in, but maybe it's because he teaches people how to sing (that's what my dad told me) so maybe the voters thought it was a bit unfair and stuff. cos i personally think it is.
well i still like jonathan leong and jasmine tye :D and i hope gayle gets in by wild card!

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met sid at downtown east at about 1 for supper last night cos we were both feeling hungry! haha. not much food there so we decided to have prata at the nearby coffeshop thingy and then we went to pasir ris park. after much walking we reached the playground so we played there for a while hawhaw. quite scary. got home close to 5 and was reaaally tireddd

okay can't really see anything cos it's too dark

and i caught the omen with who else but meryl (because she wanted to watch it!) today. wasn't as scary as i expected haha. but it's like super shocking!

sigh so many things on tomorrow. i CANNOT wait.
):

hate making decisions.

my train of thoughts; more like a runaway train

so much to mention

2006-06-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

you know the music make me jump and prance
the b e peas we keep you rocking as we dance
you know my music make em jump and prance
dum diddly dum dum diddly
dum dum diddly dum dum diddly diddly

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there's something wrong with my tagboard i can't reply tags there!

tag replies>
zan: HEY YOU! long time no seeee.
sabrina: SABRINA!! :D are you back?
stef: haha REALLY MEEEHHHH? i'm sorrrry lahhh ): i'll go tag more often yes yes!
yaya: oh please yaya, you should've seen your face when i told you that! it was the OH-NO-SHE'S-CAUGHT-ME look! tsk. hahaha
jx: HEYYYY! errr. SOON SOOON! (:
char: serious?! how many rounds in total? S:
enshao: hey! haha i'm not. you take care too!

i've been thinking..

but you can't find the words

my soul feels stained

2006-06-13T23:12:00.000-07:00

AEWHRGF 9hf,mewnfiuvgdswqLIUBas;UGWEF8[GY 89SGUT 4DE-2QHYV aaaaa#WYHRE,kou;ASFFFFFFFFWAOININE GW$OITGBVFS SO R#*^)($*^Y(RU)!!!!!

oh my god the sounds that some people make when they watch the world cup matches is highly irritating because it sounds like how someone would sound when one is having sex and it really grosses me out.

i've come to a conclusion that i'm super inconsistent in whatever i do
and this time it's not funny anymore.

stop it, mom.

phone calls

2006-06-13T14:24:00.000-07:00

tag replies>

alina: hahaha. yeaah
lyn: yeah i realised! are you feeling better? definitely hope you are!
mchen: yes i know you're back! bet camp was great, haha (:
keigo: yeah i heard they sang well! and that the stage was quite bad too. haha.
nadirah: YAAAA that's why! but i guess some were nice. (:
geri: you HAVE to tell me all about it when you get back okay? :D i've been fine.. i hope YOU have!
quraisha: okay i will!
zr: haha okay.. fine.
raihan: HEY RAIHAN! haha :D
char: hey! haha no worries i didn't think that i was.. bad or anything i was just unhappy that i was hitting like shit, like always. haha. anyway thanks (:
stefanie: haha no, it's just because you always come back only after like a whole week, that's why!! =P i should go tag your board more often. heh
nat: HAHAHAH yes high when talking about nick hahaha i still can't stand it i love his turns!! and i'll miss you tooo.
chester: haha err, too baddd!
sidney: yes okay! soon soon :D

hhho i'm so tired it's gonna rain it's a lazy day.

the last stand

2006-06-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

i thought we ran alot for training today. it felt quite horrible because i practically didn't sleep the night before.
and suicides wasn't that bad cause we didn't do too many sets AND the chasing game we played after that was quite.. fun! i mean, it's better than just asking us to sprint. i guess the coaches're finally using more of their brains..

despite being so shagged after training, i met yaya and reika on the bus and we headed down to ecp for the 2/1 gathering! the turn out sucked because everyone told us they couldn't make it at the last minute. sooo we (gita, yaya, avril, val, reika and i) headed to marina square! yes, we went to ecp for NOTHING. (stupid syazana.... hahahaha kidding!) and we ran sooo much because we didn't wanna be too late for the movie, but we still were anyway. haha

WE CAUGHT X-MEN3!!! yes i know, we're really slow. but can't help it okay, whenever i asked anyone to watch it with me they'd tell me they caught it already! anyway, i thought the show was good :DDD super exciting! or maybe it's just because the company was good, haha. we were practically screaming throughout the whole movie cos there's so many eye candy?!!! haha it was fun.

hugh jackman hugh jackman!!

yaya: she looks like halle berry
me: SHE IS HALLE BERRY, STUPID!!!!
hahahahaha

i feel sad for him! he died at such an early part of the show

OH MY GOD THIS PART
we were squealing away!!! hahahahaha

okay i liked the part where he and pyro were fighting
:DD :DDDDDDD
hothothottt

had ice cream after that and reika brought hershey's choc syrup with her so we kept squeezing it into our ice cream and..
okay basically today was quite an embarrassing day. haha you'd understand why if you were with us.
i'm glad i met up with them in the end instead of coming home. hur.

and today's the last episode of SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!!!!!!!!! sad. ): but never mind! season 2 will come out soon. they've got a new host! cat deeley :D
my goodness nick is SOOOO HAWWWWTTTTTTTT and so are his turns!!! i thought he was awesome when he danced to pardon me. sigh sigh sigh. (:

okay i'm off.

the country song

2006-06-11T23:40:00.000-07:00

went shopping (!!!!) with nat and i'm glad we managed to catch up.
and oh, finishing the noodles at nooch can take eternity.

you've got a friend. (:

the time will come

2006-06-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

i swear i haven't felt this rejected in a long time.
most of the people in town are definitely more unfriendly than the people you meet in the heartlands. like out of 10 people you ask to donate, only one does.
and there're some people who give really wierd remarks.

"not nkf ah, okay i donate"
"no no i'm rushing off to somewhere." STROLLS AWAY
"is this a buddhist association?! don't want don't want"
"no no no.. stares whoa class com!" (??!?!?!!!!??)

worse still, some just ignore you.

well we did make some friends nearing the end, derek and glenn. man they sure did make life more difficult for us. hahah

train ride

and oh,
happy birthday ahma! (:

they came over to celebrate today and the food was good! HUR. and i guess the company wasn't as bad as i expected. (: well i finally managed to pass the red-supposedly unbreakable and very durable-fan i bought her when we had the field trip to the religious places the other time! HAHAHA

and have i told you that shawn is the cutest nephew ever?! he kept jumping around, making funny noises and telling us jokes which most of us didn't understand, until after godpa explained, haha.
it's nice to see someone with so much energy running and jumping about, bringing life to some of the older and morbid people like say, the adults.
seeing him do all his turns and jumps made me feel that time really zooms and people do age really fast. and i felt really sad because before you know it, the time where your loved ones start leaving you will come before you know it and.... sighhhh
okay okay whatever. ha

cos i'm mr brightside.

blisters

2006-06-10T01:09:00.000-07:00

i neeeed to come up with a time-table if not i'll never get anything done and i'll just start getting fatter because all i do is bum around ):
harrdeeeharharrr

i came home with more blisters from ballet today S:
but i'm glad i did some shopping
i like the top from ysl!!!!!! and the zara one and i got a pair leatherrrry sandals
GSSSSS i likeeeeee
heeeeheeeee

flag day in the morning
come donate to me baby!

let's get down

2006-06-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

we did pointe for about an hour today, my toe bled, i've got blisters and now my freaking foot hurts!! feel's quite good though, HAHAHA. it's like, although you're all tired and hurt, you have this sense of accomplishment in you because you know you've put in the right amount of effort, perspiration and you know it's all for a good cause. GRIN. (:
you should've seen elvira's tights, man. it was like.. RED (the foot part that is, hahaha). pretty scary, if you ask me.

i love doing heymath!!!! i really dooooooo
):

sigh i haven't got a call from her
maybe i didn't pass! poooo.

meryl asks me to mention here, that she is very smart
i really don't agree with her though HAHA

and we lay, we lay together just not
too close, too close
(how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together just not
too close, too close

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way

have i told you that i miss the times we had when we were still friends? i don't think i have, because we haven't been on talking terms. well a part of me wants the friendship back. but, a part of me's reluctant to.. i don't know why. i just wanted to let you know that, i still care, and will always do.
):

snapple caps and funky facts

2006-06-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

ho hum i read off a snapple cap just now and it said that smelling apples and/or bananas will help you lose weight. so if you are going on some weight-loss regiment.. smell your fruits more before you eat them! or if you are truly obese like me, just smell the damn fruits and then give them to any of your family members.

i tried smelling the bananas (with phish food, oatmeal, dublin mudslide, topped with m&ms and hot chocolate fudge :9) in our banana split just now and maybe i felt a tad bit lighter but then after consumption, i wouldn't really dare say the same thing.

i'm so irritated with my hair. someone come up with some hair growth potion/medicine! like sixthreetwofive inches every night.. garrh. sorry for the bimboticness
you wouldn't want me to get started on how i'm looking forward to shopping hurhur
on the other hand, i really have to start on my homework!!! ): ):
pooo.

alright byeeee everyone i'm off to smell my apples!

KIDDINGGG.

forever

2006-06-07T16:40:00.000-07:00

hello i still have a stuffed nose and i'm still talking funny

morning was plain tiring and cold
i couldn't dance properly.

afternoon was pretty cool because i bumped into darren! like literally bumped because i was just walking and then he pushed me and then whoaaa! like 93295 years never see already man. he thought of meeting other people to play pool after that but i think i was feeling a bit too sick so.. grrr ):

and OHHH the bus i took home was moving like damn it so slow. the bus driver was extremely cautious (to make him sound nice) while driving and i'm so sure he was moving less than 60km/h. it was so annoying and i just felt like going up to poke his sides so he would like kan cheong and then slam on the gas but nah, i decided not to be such a hole and that guy was gonna retire anyway (okay i just didn't have the guts).

i'll worship at Your throne
whisper my own love song
with all my heart i'll sing
for You my dad and king

060606

2006-06-06T21:57:00.000-07:00

The Omen opens today!
freaky because, new movies usually open on thursday but they choose to specially premiere it today, because today's date is 06/06/06, which is also the number that represents satan. whoaaaa

anywho, happy birthday to val's dad! (:

i'm sick.
and i think the medicine made me feel even worse. yeccchhhh. i think it's a waste of time being sick, like you spend your whole day.. sleeping. HOW UNPRODUCTIVE. i'd rather go shopping. or better yet, uhmmmm. STUDY! haha yeah right.

sigh.
apparently something happened, and we can't meet the uncle anymore.
WHY
why do good things always come to an end?
we have/he has been wronged.

hmm should i just take it a step at a time,
or should i just stop all this? i dunnnnnoooo

the medicine's making me drowsy

bye.

P.S.
to the softballers (esp. cherm, shasha, dahllia and tofu) : i'm gonna miss you guys!! take care while at china ya, and have fun! love <33

a small upstairs apartment

2006-06-05T23:58:00.000-07:00

-edit
wowzzaaa today was like the slackest day ever.
chem and amath ~~remedial~~ supplementary KICKED ASS!!
yaya, val and i shared a big tub of ice cream and ruffles and we presented val a birthday "cake" in the morning and SHE LOVED IT!

apparently i forgot that she's 15 so i only put 4 small uhm, candles.. HAHA

reached parkway at about 1 or so and we sat down at kfc to talk
we continued talking and eating talking and eating running around eating crapping eating eating walking around running eating
and that is how we spent our afternoon. GOSH i am a fat ass!!!!!!

soon everyone left and only val and i were left, so we went to look for places where we could buy cakes! headed to the cafe at MPH and slacked EVEN MORE there!! ):
ci huiiiii came and then jasmine, and then qing yuan, and then dahlia and syaz!! :D

went to fish and co. and soon DANIEL came! after that GRACE and JIAXIN came! and we made so much noise that daniel didn't wanna acknowledge us as friends! hahaha AND THENNNN dahlia the lameass left ):

AND THENNN we headed for swensens and we bought 2 earthquakes! daniel treated us and bought us ferrero rocher! after devouring the ice cream we went to the fountain and lighted the candles on the bengawan solo chocolate gateau! THENNN we started singing the happy birthday song! first one was for val and the next one was for the uncle!

note the number of candles
that shows how old the uncle is. hahaha

daniel brought val and i home after that.
dinner with eng soon was superb. i love them!!!!! and i'm missing them already. ): biscuits! we have to have one of these gatherings again OKAY! MANY MANY MANY HUGS AND KISSESSSSSSSSSSS!!! i love the group hugs we have. sigh.

other than dinner and lunch with the 3/3-os, everything else kinda sucked.
gotta start studying man.
and i was just stunned when you sent me that message. in fact i think i still am.

ahhhhhhaaahhahhh! dahlia just sent me the OBS photos!
I LIKEEEE

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tag replies>

mag: oh! cos errr someone didn't pass up your forms properly or something right? haha
desmond: i'm not a pervert!! haha i'll tell you more about the liferun the next time i see you, if you're still interested.. haha.
tab: HEY GIRL I MISS YOU. and yes i'll tell you more about OBS when we go out the next time! i love you.
alina: YOU SAW HIM TOO?! wow cool man! he's not exactly thaaat good looking.. right.. haha. and it's okay if you lost, it's the experience that's more important. i'm sure you did your best! (:
jamie: YES YES YES OKAY!
chelsea: hey! it's okay lah. smile smile?
sabrina: haha YES!!!! you mean i look like i'm not going ah. ): haha!
faye: HEY! haha this one's for the leaders.. yup! and yes, CALL ME SOON!
syikin: i mIIIShXX eUu LeHxxzz!! hOW hAVe eUU beEN LateLY? been jamming alot? and are you sure that that Mrs loy person isn't you!!? *bites fingers
shawn: OH shawn tiang!!! hello hello! haha
nat: NAT WHY THE SAD FACE? WHY WHY WHY!!
can: HEY! yeah it was nice jogging with you and all the.. mosquitoes! haha
val: YOU'RE WELCOME!!! today was fun. (:
dahlia: I MISS YOU AND ENG SOON! and hey! there's nothing wrong with being a guaikia.. RIGHT? RIGHT RIGHT??? hahahaha
shasha: SYAZZZ!!! today was great! I LOVE YOU!!! and no worries i'm sure you'll burn all the fats we ate today.. hahaha
zan: i miss it too! and it was? THANKS!!! :D
jx: I MISS ENG SOON AND YOU TOO!! ): but today was fun. haha!
germ: OH GOODNESS you were there too! i didn't know!!!! i thought i saw someone like you but i wasn't sure and we were rushing off so i didn't say hi!!! grrrr. did you have fun? haha. and danielle ong is a.. girl. haha!
stef: okay i'll relink you soon! (:
kyra: the mangrove had so many trees and branches sticking out!! but yeah, it was easier to paddle.. haha. whoa inverse tower was scary shit man, but the experience was great. (: i had fun too!
yaozhong: hahaha THANKS! yes obs was really fun this time round! :D and please lah don't exaggerate! haha
keigo: haha YES they are! and it didnt look as scary as what alvin mentioned right. =P
yaya: hello you.. you kidder!! haha chem and amath supp. was super fun lah right, the ice cream was.. uhhm. NICE. haha! and i never haolian!
Mrs loy: hello mrs loy (syikin)!!

how do you know which way the wind blows
sigh

music is a language of the soul

2006-06-05T00:58:00.000-07:00

it's after 12
but just take it that it's still sunday, okay. haha

first things,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAN the (horny bastard) MAN!!!!
he called me saturday morning and i carelessly forgot to ask why he was feeling all happy on friday. we all thought that he was happy that we were going away! but, no.. haha.

and oh, i forgot to mention that val, sha sha, dahlia, jiaxin and i went for dinner after OBS on friday. we left school and we bought chocolates once we stepped into ESSO! HAHAHA and when we bit into it we were like

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *stone for a while*
:DDD

and when we reached parkway we bought bubble tea!!! and then when we drank it we were like

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *stone stone stone* oh my god oh my god so nice

HAHAHAHAHA and when we reached kfc we talked alot! then ate and we did the eng eng soon soon thing. oh man i really miss it. and i still remember..

jiaxin: whoa the chicken so nice man!!!
val: err.. haven't we been eating chicken everyday at OBS?!?!
all of us: HAHAHAHAHA YA HOR

well well we walked to the marine promenade after that and talked some more, then finally headed home.
okay i should really stop talking about OBS. HAHA

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saturday was.. a bummer.
i totally screwed up the audition!!!!!! shucks. i think i'm a bit demoralised.. S: maybe i really can't dance? garrrrrh never mind I SHALL WORK HARDER! hopefully i'll hear good news from mama g in the week.

caught BENCHWARMERS today! so many other people couldn't make it. sad ):
haha anyway, i thought the show was really funny! :D well it's a rob schneider film, so yeah i guess it should be.

went to check out the freemasons place after that and it was a bit freaky! but not as freaky as what alvin mentioned, haha.

then after heading to the arcade and candy empire, we went to the esplanade! because prinsten said that there would be a pretty good band performing there so yeah.
and yes they really were good! they remind me of the arctic monkeys! i like.. (:
their band consists of 6 people, one playing the drums, another playing the trumpet, one DJ, a keyboardist, one playing the snare, and another playing the double bass. the vocalists were the one playing the trumpet and the snare.

sadly, we didn't manage to catch their band name. it was pretty crowded when we got there so we didn't really get a good view, but the music was great. we ended up sitting by the river and watching stars. nothing beats the stars at obs though HAHA.
took quite a few photos after that! then headed home.

man i'm tired.
there's chem and amath supplementary tomorrow. oh the joy!
and the dinner with daniel too, that's if he can make it! *crosses fingers

why wouldn't you stop waiting

happy 15th birthday to..

2006-06-04T23:17:00.000-07:00

VALENCIA ANNE LIM PEI SHI!!!!!!!!!!

HERE'S WISHING YOU A FABULOUS FIFTEEN!!!

well well well.
you've been a great friend so far, i thank God for giving me a friend like YOU! (:
someone frank and AHEMAHEMirritatingAHEMAHEM, a good listener and a good rant-er too. HAHAHA.

i'd just like to say sorry for always venting my anger at you! somehow i think you're the one friend whom i sorta had a bad start with. S: but nevertheless, we'll be friends till gramps alright!

thanks for always lending me your stuff, always caring for me, and always able to withstand my indecisiveness. (HAHAHA stop rolling your eyes at the blog url thing okay!!! :D) i really liked the phone calls we used to have quite often especially when mrs ngin haven't moved me.. haha.

anywhoooo, TAHNK YOU for being a great girlfriend and makan partner
I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY V.A.L!!!

P.S. HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO DANIELLE ONG TOO! (:

home sweet home

2006-06-02T00:44:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHO'S BACK FROM OBS! (:

well OBS was really fun this time. i thought it was more fun then the one we had in january (; maybe it's because there was only 3 watches this time and the people in my watch were more sporting and fun. haha.

i don't have alot of photos with me now so i'll only be posting the others up another day.. ): anyway, since it was such a memorable experience, i'm gonna blog about every single day.
YEAHHHH this's gonna be a long and boring post and i guess it'll only appeal to those people who were there! haha but, whatever. so here goes.

*i apologise for the lack of photos in day 4 and 5, i'll post them up as soon as i get them!!

DAY ONE
we reached OBS: camp 1 at about 8 or 9 plus in the morning. we were briefed and grouped into our watches before playing some ice breakers. well my watch was ENG SOON!!!!!
it consisted of 16 people:
jiaxin, grace, syaz, dahlia, val, qingyuan, atiqah, naz, mumtaz, xiaowen, shermaine, sharmaine, jasmine, ci hui, lyn, me!
basically, all the people in sports ccas plus two red crossers, haha.

after all the shit stuff, we got down to serious business! :D we started rock-climbing. there were 2 rock walls, one with a slope and one vertical. we had to climb the one with the slope BLIND-FOLDED! hell was it fun! (: (: i liked that one. the vertical one was pretty.. normal. haha!

i thought the sleep during the first night was horrible; i woke up whenever i thought my body was close to the wall because the walls had many lizards! all of us didn't sleep well so we were all pretty lethargic the next day.

ENG SOOOOON!! biscuit factory :D
NICE POSE RIGHT hahahahaha

DAY TWO
we kayaked! have i mentioned that i like kayaking? (: and we did the capsize drill hahahah so fun. after that, it was lunch and everything. then we had another high element activity! S: i'm scared of heights and they just had to do the high element activities 2 days in a row. we headed for the INVERSE TOWER [we have a picture of this i'll post it up once i have it] and when i saw the structure i just frozzzzzeeee.

well there was two sides to the tower: inside, outside. lyn and i wanted to do the one inside cos we thought it was easier and more fun but there was no time! so we did the one outside, aka triple D (double, dangle, duo) it was basically logs on top of one another, about 2 metres apart, and we had to climb as high as possible. i was horrified! so horrified that i suddenly started crying right after we got down. many thanks to the people who encouraged me! mainly my watchmates, esp lyn.

day two's sleep was good (: we decided to put all our mattresses together on the floor and it was much more cosy! more cooling too. this time we had a good night's sleep. hur

part of our bunk - we all put our mattresses in the center of the bunk that night and slept together :D

DAY THREE
after morning circle, we had the "indiana arts festival" and the PA group won! haha they were good. we played alot of games that require teamwork in day 3. first was "team ski", then "team link", then "find your tree", then the "trust fall". we played many other games like "concentration" and "murderer" in between while waiting for the instructors to come too! i felt we bonded alot that day.

while waiting for the next activity to begin :D

team ski

haha the most fun part was after the trust fall. oh first i must say that i think everyone from eng soon did well for that!!! all of us were so sporting and we really trusted each other. everyone could observe that because almost no one was afraid to jump off the platform unto the mat when they got there! (:

okay so after all of us had jumped off, it was dan's turn. and when he finally jumped off and landed on the mat.. we covered him up and carried him all the way to the kayaks, near the sea!! :DD on the way there, we kept kicking him and someone (grace or something) threw a flower at him and it landed right as his neck! so we started singing funeral songs like amazing grace. hahahahe finally pushed himself out of the mat when we were about to reach the sea! and yes, being girls we just kept screaming hahaha. well that day was really fun (:

we were supposed to have a water parade that night because of the sea ex the next day but most of us didn't, because i think most of us were too scared to go to the toilet in the middle of the night! haha. and i didn't drink much too cos shashaaa didn't want to ): HAHA so yaaah.

after the indiana arts festival!

this photo is.. random
daniel was pulling me that explains the disgusting face ): haha

DAY FOUR
SEA EXPEDITION!!
i thought day 4 was a really exhausting day and it totally stretched our limits. the seeeeeee-ex (the instructors prefer to call them the sex leaders hahaha) leaders - val and qing, shirlene(sp?) and khai, jiayun and lynnette; made us meet at 615 in the morning instead of the usual 630! haha, you don't know how much 15 minutes mean to us.. :D

so after pt and everything, we finally launched at about 9.
GUESS WHAT WE SAW WHILE KAYAKING.
A FULL RAINBOW!!!!!!!!!! 7 colours, and we could see the START and the BEGINNING of the rainbow!!!!!!!!! to make things even better, there was another small rainbow at the left side of the full rainbow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSHHH it was SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT. and the rainbow lasted for so long!!!!!!! i thought it was really warming and it sure did brighten our spirits (:

after kayaking for quite a while, we had to make a turning to the mangrove swamp to kayak [)):] and the turning was scary!!! there was this house thing at the shore and like 5 gigantic dogs there! it kept barking when we kayaked through, but we were all unhurt. thank God (:

after kayaking in the swamp, turning here and there, we reached this bridge and we couldn't pass through it!! SOOOOOO WE HAD TO GO OVER IT!!!!! WHICH MEANS STEPPING INTO THE MUD AND CARRYING LIKE 24 kayaks over the road and back down into the swamp!!!!!!

the first few people who got up into the mud so that we could help the others were shasha, dahlia, lyn, qingyuan, val and me. and once we stepped into the mud, we sank straighttt into it! the mud was like, knee-deep. ahsfo8ucw4epgf09vjn man!
and there were quite a few (understatement), many mudskippers! at first i was really scared and i even thought that we wouldn't be able to do it.. but being leaders (hahahaha), a few of us brainstormed and came up with some ideas and we managed to bring the kayaks over after like, 2 hours! or maybe 1.5, haha. it was sooo exhausting. but the sense of achievement was like, fffwwwwhhooa man.
-and oh, quite a few people who were cycling stopped to take photos of us!! and there was this guy who kept taking photos of dahlia HAHA!

we continued kayaking in the SWAAAAMMMMP (eeew) and we got lost!!! so we turned here and there, front and back, and finally found the other potouch (sp?)!!! (: but this time it was raining quite heavily and we were all already so tired from carrying all the kayaks just now. everywhere was muddy, many of us kept slipping, there was almost nowhere where we could grip firmly, BUTTTTT we managed to transport the kayaks over!

it was really tough, bending over so much while carrying the kayaks cos the branches of the trees were so low and pokey. it was so exhausting that poor people like shasha and dahlia and khai and most of the people who helped more got so pissed. we managed to get all the kayaks over faster this time, maybe because the slope wasn't as steep..

SO, after what seemed like forever, WE GOT OUT OF THE SWAMP!!!!! and started paddling back to camp 1. although we were all so shacked, the paddle back was pretty fun, singing songs and laughing at one another.. sigh (:

day four was the last night we were gonna sleep together! so we decided to ton. (HAHA) well guess what! we did a mini remake of the song more than words for our instructor DANiel THE MAN!!! and we did a card too, though it got really kiam chye. some people stayed up till 1 plus thinking of the lyrics for the song; i'll post them up some other time!

haha the funny thing was that, daniel came to check on us at about 12 or so. and before that, we were planning what we were supposed to do whenever he came in! which was: quickly fall and lie down on the matressess (where we were already).
SOO, he came in about 12+, totally unexpected and we immediately lied down on the mattresses! sadly, he saw us zoom down unto the mattresses and i think he saw some of us vibrating (due to laughing) while he was checking on us so all of us just burst out laughing.

hahaha shit i think that part was damn funny. well he was nice enough not to reprimand us or bring us out on for a walk that night, unlike the first night! :D

DAY FIVE
the last day ):

everyone was starting to feel so sad. we kept saying things like
"aww it's the last time we're gonna wash our dishes."
"awww it's the last time we're gonna do eng eng soon soon."
"aww it's the last day we're gonna steal fruits."

so we didn't have morning pt that day, but we had a real long morning circle. we did this activity called Liferun and i thought it was REALLY MEANINGFUL. i reflected so much and from now on, i'll really try my best to cherish/treasure everything that i have so that i wouldn't regret when the thing/that someone finally goes.

at the last station of Liferun, we had to run the whole route (which is like really tiring). it was to give us a sense of a new beginning, and i jogged with candice. i liked the Liferun.

every activity that we did that day seemed more meaningful. and we managed to do our own art pieces! on the night of day four/three (i can't remember), they made all of us just splash paint and do whatever we wanted on this big piece of paper. we cut out our favourite pieces on day 5 and sorta "framed" it up. it was so pretty, so abstract. (:

we had a final debrief within our watch and that was when i really realised that i had learnt alot during this OBS course. and i felt so thankful and at the same time sad, when qingyuan shared. especially when she started to.. cry.

after that final debrief within our watch, we had another final debrief at the classroom! together with the other 2 watches. THAT WAS WHEN..
WE PRESENTED OUR SONG!! eng soon's version of more than words. it was so sad..
zan told us that quite a few people wanted to cry, and daphne said that dan's face was ALL RED!!!!!! well we had to rush to the jetty after that. everything was pretty rush, esp the sendoff. but, at least we managed to present our song and say our last goodbyes..

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i sure didn't regret going for OBS! i was so reluctant to go at first but i'm so happy that it was a great experience. i feel achieved and more determined to lead the tennis team well now, as a good leader. (:

and from OBS i did manage to see a different side of other people too! people like shasha and cihui. i also wouldn't get to know people like atiqah, grace, mumtaz, xiaowen. i wouldn't have gotten to know people like jasmine (who fell sick on the 2nd day :[), jiaxin, dahlia and cihui better. as for val, lyn, qingyuan, i already knew them well so ya. haha

without OBS, i also wouldn't have learnt how to be a good leader, friend and follower.. how it feels like being bitten by many mosquitoes.. how it feels like bathing in a toilet with 3258749386 insects..

i wouldn't have known all of this without OBS.
one word to describe this leadership training at OBS?

AWESOME

i love ENG SOON MANY MANY MANYYYY!!!!
rock on baby. (:

OBS, here i come!

2006-05-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

caught the dvc today with mel, tammy, desmond, prinsten and alvin today.
haha we had alot of time before the movie started so we chilled at coffee bean and then they started talking about army and dunno what shit.

anyway, i didn't find the movie very fantastic, somehow i expected more.. and alot of my christian friends did mention that reading the book might shaken your faith in God, but i thought the movie didn't. basically because, the things that they tried to explain were too unrealistic to be true. that's what I think, at least. and afterall, pastor rony's message did remind me that the whole movie's a lie.. so yes, i'm still a strong believer of God and forever will be. (:

met the grinning retard after that and i was brought home
how sweet hawhaw.
(:

well well OBS STARTS TOMORROW!!!!
i'll be back on friday, i'm gonna miss EVERYONE!!!!! ):

alright bye bye ):
see yall friday.
HAPPY HOLIDAYYYYYYYYSSS!

P.S ALL THE BEST TO ALL TK TENNISERS WHO'RE TAKING PART IN SPEX!!!! (:

not the words i want to hear from you

2006-05-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

i wonder how it feels like to lose a loved one. one of my friend just did and i feel very sorry for her, but how do i show her that i care?

i'm gonna miss the first week of the great singapore sale! garrh.
hopefully OBS will be fun.. 'cos the one in january wasn't as fun as i expected it to be S: i don't wanna come back full of insect bites ): can't wait for kayaking though!

dad's got the zen micro working again..
so i guess, there goes the nano.
and he says he'll surprise me when i come back from OBS. hohoho
exciting uh.

i'm so tired
tomorrow's a sunday
my brother's back and he's been sleeping since he reached home
i still can't describe the feeling i feel when i see you during class
and i think taking back sunday produces the best emo shit, ever.

so random
good night

starstruck?

2006-05-27T00:29:00.000-07:00

well it's after 12, but let's just take it that it's still friday.

had the mtv dance class just now and guess who was teaching us!!
YUTAKI YUTAKI YUTAKI!
oh my gosh so.. cute. especially when we were doing warm ups!
him: you have to contract.. and push out.. like this.. ugh ugh ugh
all of us: GIGGLE GIGGLE GIGGLE

well today didn't seem like the last day of school at all..
we had operation clean-up and i don't like it! other than the part where we started playing songs and tried to sing to them haha.
we played football during recess! or more like, TRIED to play. basically we were all just.. running around and trying to get the ball with our hands instead of legs haha.
and we got back our report books.. ): no comments, just that i've disappointed my parents yet again.

went for lunch after waiting for val for like a thousand years because she takes 230598320498643 minutes to pack her bag!! haha.
AND GUESS WHO WE SAW!!!!!!!!!!!
julian heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D we went mad, i tell you!!!!!!!

exits cocoa trees
val: walking and talking crap AS USUAL
me: walks past gramophone HEY HEY that guy looks..
val: quite hot looks at me
me: looks at her YA YA YA
val (val thought i was talking about their shopkeeper but i wasn't SOOO she said): hey i wanna go to num at heeren!! [cos she thought the shopkeeper reminded her of someone there]
me: hmm... yeah... looks somemore OHHHH MY GOD ISN'T THAT ISN'T THAT ISN'T THATTTTTT JULIAN HEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! LOOKS AT VAL LOOKS AT VAL AND THEN SCREAMS
val: OH YYAAAA!! LOOKS AT EUNICE LOOKS AT EUNICE AND THEN SCREAMS

after much consideration and hesitation i finally went up to him to ask if we could take a picture! val was too slow to catch him cos she was struggling with her.. box. HAHAHA
and he said yes! the photo's on val's blog (: i think i look funny there but never mind.
well i think julian hee look's better on teeveeeee cos he's quite pimply in real life HEH. but nevertheless, still cute. (:

so after we took the picture we were squealing away and we hurriedly headed for the watson's exit and then we started screaming and hyper-ventilating.
I'M REALLY NOT SURE WHY THOUGH! hahahahaha i mean, it's only.. julian hee. RIGHT?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

meryl chen told me to say that she said hello and that she's got a surprise for someone on sunday. haha (:

i'm so tired but they've got re-runs of desperate housewives so i'll probably tv myself to sleep
okay that sounds wierd but, whatever.

BYEEE

i see you in the storm, i see you in a kiss

2006-05-25T22:20:00.000-07:00

the past few days have been tiring!
i'm really glad i had dinner with mom and dad tonight..
managed to talk to gina one to one yesterday and i was really.. enlightened!! and i had fun with everyone who was there too. we had to clean this whiteboard because mama g wrote on it with permanent ink! so yes, we stood there like stupid idiots scrubbing like mad for about half an hour or more haha ;D

-

it was raining heavily (understatement)
it was pouring extremely heavily in the afternoon today so we didn't get to hit during training. ): and gosh i cannot stand ***g's face!!
played charades with tab, pat, lyn and alina after that then we went for PRATA!! and uhm, indian rojak, HAHA.

well it's the last day of term 2 tomorrow!
time flies man. seems like just a few weeks ago that the march hols ended..
somehow i'm not that excited about the hols this time, i'm not sure why though. maybe it's because i'm scared that i'll probably waste my time away at home, or maybe it's because i'm afraid of time passing too fast, or maybe it's just because..

sigh. i'm tired.
GOOD NIGHT

searching in the hallways

2006-05-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

tag replies>
zahidah: haha i'm not lah.
athifah: oh then thanks for finally coming! yeah i'll go link you. (:
cherm: HEY DARLING! yes yes like soon okay. i love you!
mmmmmcheeeennn: i can't wait for the holidays!!
dana: hello dananananananana!
ally: oh my hahah i liked that part! it was SO STUPID
desmond: yeaah i know, but still.. ): owell. and yup i'll let you know.
anonymous: oh you mean you actually have the guts to admit who you are? well tell me who you are then
charmaine: hey! really ah. aww that's sweet.. thanksss ):
nat: hahaaaa. i dunno i dunnoooo
alina: ALINAAAA! i'm sure i won't. haha!

sigh.
my whole body is achinggggg

we're all meeting up with gina tomorrow for some QnA session; i hope i'll still have the energy..
): i'm so shagged and i feel so.. awfh029asdwey3rgrehtrf758$nh,s@#$UJmjut98/'

am i losing my dad's trust?
how do i let them know that i know my limits.. ):

garrrh so tired
GOOD NIGHT
/edited

MY NICENICE (:
ok im here to add on some stuffs,
i just found out that we have one thing in common (:
both of us are VERY sensitive! haha.

ugh,that fatassbitch seriously should
just keep comments inside and not go around tellin
other people stuffs about you and more,
hurt you and make you sad!
grrr,slap that ass man.
& i am super happy,at least now i know what's
bothering yer.
i seriously don't like fatass,say stuffs that are fake,
not knowing what is happening,jumping to conclusions,
sayin the most random stuff.
At least, there is always this smile on your face,
everyday (:
which is total love, like you ok shortie :D
you rock the whole world , i mean it ! haha.be happy,or else...
with lots <3,
idiot :D

misunderstood

2006-05-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

why are parents so irritating?
how is it that i can love them so much at one time and hate them so much at another?

guess what, we got 3rd for interclass netball. totally unexpected 'cos we've only had like 4 training sessions and they weren't even proper. well i'm very happy for 3/3! congrats to all the other classes too, everyone did well.

tomorrow's gonna be a long day!!! ):
and something that tab told me today's still stuck in my head. ): i can't believe ***g actually thinks of me that way.. i'm really not like that.
to make things worse, dad's at it again.

arrrrrggggh just suck it

project work

2006-05-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

tag replies>
anonymous: you mean ugly people don't have friends?
yaya: oh my god you weren't?! STOP LYING!! and thanks :D
kim: hahahaha oh.
val: hey, haha thanks! see you at school tomorrow (:
stef: it's not bad, but there's like alot of self-work to be done..
desmond: hahahaha. ya man.
dahlia: WHOOO? hahahaah crazy tiger!!!
alina: oh.. okay.. <3
germ: haha :D how have you been my dear!

haha you should've caught singapore idol today. watching the people get dissed by the judges is just.. entertaining. but i really have to take my hat off to some of them because although they sing REAL BAD, they still dared to audition and get their egos bruised. whoo

i thought service today was really touching.
goes to show how much mothers/parents really care for you, and that they're the ones who will be there for you forever, not your friends. i thought the clips from the show were really sad but somehow it didn't move me as much as when pastor rony was speaking.. why do people only cherish what they've got only after they lose it?

well headed for dahlia's with tofu after that for the chinese project. i can't believe we actually met up for a CHINESE PROJECT!!
so after reaching there, we still couldn't accept the fact that we met up to do a cheeeeeeeena project, so we slacked and did really silly stuff, doing stupid videos and stuff.. haha. after about 2 hours we FINALLY decided to get our fat asses off and start on the project! and man was it fun. SERIOUSLY! now i'm glad we met up. (:

TOMORROW'S THE START OF THE LAST WEEK OF TERM 2!
but somehow i just know that the june hols will be gone in a flash. ): and i'm not exactly looking forward to OBS. S:

i wish i could let you know that you're one of the best liars i've ever known.

standing tall in this wide space
getting lost in Your embrace
i see a fire burning brighter
it's calling me to catch the flame

sigh, maybe i'm not fit to be captain.

how do you know which way the wind blows

2006-05-21T02:27:00.000-07:00

tag replies>
estel: hey lyn! thanks (:
alina: haha i love you too! and why didn't you go for training the other day! thursday, i think.
mag: oh no i didn't go for that training session): how come it was important?
geri: hey! haha i don't mind going. (: i'll text you for the details or something? and tell alicia i miss her too! been ages since i met her.
xuanhan: haha yup WHY!
chermain: heeeeeeyy!
hannah: HEY! yeah, saw you just now :D
syikin: MAGNIFYING GLASS? i am so sure. hahahaha and yeah gita does =P
chanel: hey chanel! friday was crap man :DD
mchen: what is !@#$$#@% !! hahaha
tyra banks: I KNOW YOU ARE SYAZANA BTE YAHYA!! hahaha
dana: hey! (: tomorrow tomorrow! haha
kim: hello kim! haha, why do you feel that way? and are you like kim ang or kim chan HAHA
desmond: DESMOND!!! DIG NOSE DIG NOSE. yeah i'm gonna link you like after this! (: and yes i know i'm gonna add alvin's name in already :D oh oh and ya thanks for helping me scold that anon hahaha
pris: hey!! all the best for your auditions yeah (:
jerome: haha yeah i couldn't recognise you at first. anyway, hope you've been doing fine!
chester: oh my please, you're far from that chester from lp. haha.
gita: hey! hahaha okay. you and yaya the same kind one lah :D
anonymous: act cute? who's not man!
chelsea: hey girl, thanks! :D
zahidah: YAAA i bet it's her!! hahah
nadirah: hmmmmmmmmm? haha thanks.
tofu: hey girl! thanks! see you tomorrow (:
stefanie: haha yeah! you've been there before? =P

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3/3-osssss! look at this!
FEET DON'T LIE
hahahahahaha

speech day today was shit, as expected. (i finally managed to meet clare after so long!:]) everyone was sleeping during the valediction and during mrs lim's speech.
and you know what! the guest-of-honour mentioned that mrs lim told her that we will be like going through prime and that we'll be shifting out of the school next year!
wth man, we'll be gone by the time prime's over. but then again, you don't know how accurate her information is because she called mrs phyllis lim, mrs phyllis tan hahaha.

ballet was S:
haven't danced for soooo long and i was already breathing heavily after like the fourth exercise or something. and pointe work was even worse! garrrh

headed for uan after that for the talk. well it started late! so we went to newton food center again, for dinner. man, i'm really thankful for the talk. at least i have a clearer picture of what's going on now and what i should aim for/what to do. (:
went to tcc after that with desmond and mega to meet alvin for a while, then went to collect the tickets for vaunt.
i'm still sad i can't go cos of OBS, but never mind!

before the competition on friday

we were all waiting for class to start so they decided to.. draw.

TEEEEEEEETH!
that's desmond the ah beng who's obsessed with his "picture perfect smile" hahaha

i'm so tired.
night!

now spinning: nick lachey - what's left of me

2006-05-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

okay here're some of the photos we took on monday for the string and dance concert! (aka dance feline sur chords :DD)

that's pat, yaya, shihua, me with errr this big box

natttt my favourite cat (: HAHA

this girl looked pretty that night, FOR ONCE (hahahaha)

DANA LEONG!! okay her number is 912*****

and this girl is aka fatty :D

serene!!

oh hohoho

siew chi (:

i'll post the photos we took at uan yesterday, another day!

as for now, good night! speech day tomorrow. ):

what a shame the poor groom's bride is a whore

2006-05-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

OH OH here's something that made us go all wacked on tuesday's recess.
us: whining
one of us: shit man the school still owes us a holiday for polling day.. i wonder when's it gonna be!!!?
another one of us: yaaaaa they had better not cancel it
syikin: whoaa they better not ah or i'll ***k all of them man!
looks at one another
syikin: like annabel chong!!!!
together: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay it might not be funny now but it was THEN!!

anywhoo, i've been so tired i think my biological clock's a little off.

well last night's uan class was quite good, but sad too cos it was our last one ): managed to take quite a few pictures cos all of us thought class started at 7 but it actually started at 8! so most of us were early.

diyana, desmond, josiah, esther, alvin, mel and i went for supper after that and it was fun :D
talked and joked around and we finally know why a particular someone's so obssessed with nose wax (hahahaha) and guess what.
WE MISSED THE LAST TRAIN HEADING FOR MARINA BAY!! ): lucky diyana and esther's train to jurong east was still.. there haha.
damn i hope we really do stick to our words and stay in touch man haha.

had the singing competition thingy after school and i thought we did pretty fine! :D
went to studio cafe for a while after that to jam though the stuff there pretty much suck, then went to parkway to eat! (:

oh by the way, check out linkin park's new single, giving in!! i'm still not really into chester's shouting, but yeah.

cats on strings

2006-05-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

string and dance concert last night was pretty alright.
somehow i expected more from the dancers man.. but i guess all of them still did a really good job! (:
CONGRATS GIRLS!
managed to go onstage/backstage after the show to take photos and give flowers! shit it felt good everyone looked so happy!

went for supper at marina square after that and gosh that mall is.. funny. they turn on the fire alarm (this really piercing continuous beeping sound) to chase people out! we were taking silly photos around the mall when suddenly

beeeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeep beeep beeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeeeeep
us: AH! AHHHH! AHH! AHHH!!!
beeebeeeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeep beeep beeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeeeeep
us: wa lao sfdhgi3h4t my god se8fh2o43flnoijn !!! oihsdoihfoieuwrjfe faster faster let's go!

and then we start running out hahahaha.
everyone was supser tired at school today, you should've seen us all of looked like zombies.

well i'm rushing through the ss project now so i'll upload the pretty photos we took yesterday another time i promise!

i believe in postcard prettiness

2006-05-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

lost in the square, what could we do but take pictures

i am so in love with this picture i took this evening. ): so. in. love..

recently this lady called Allie told pastor Rony that she could see Jesus.
Pastor Rony shared a bit of her story with us today and convinced us that she was telling the truth, after putting her through stringent tests and questioning. guess what?
she told pastor that
JESUS CAME TO LIGHTHOUSE in the bodily form.
yes, Jesus is present everywhere but, he came to lighthouse in his bodily form!
he could be ANYWHERE ELSE IN THE UNIVERSE BUT HE CAME TO LIGHTHOUSE.
totally awesome! i got goosebumps when pastor rony said that. but i guess this's a big turning point for Lighthouse.

well there's the school's dance and string e concert tomorrow at VCH.
cannot wait. (:
ALL THE BEST DANCERS!! bring the house down man
and all the best to the string people too, though i don't really know any so yeah HAHA.

i hope that the rumour of having no school on tuesday is true!!

cos i want you and i feel you
crawling underneath my skin
like a hunger, like a burnin'
to find a place i've never been
now i'm broken and i'm faded
i'm half he man i thought i would be
but you can have what's left of me

getting into you

2006-05-14T01:15:00.000-07:00

started off the day by meeting tofu. i don't like rain. it ruined our plans ):
but nevertheless, i still liked her company! pigged out big time and caught loads of teevee (:

met nat at town first after that cos val still had her cip.. finally got my mothers' day present!
and GUESS was having a sale baby. (:
so val eventually came, after like a thousand years and we had dinner then we caught

POSEIDON

notice the caps hahah. because
1) like all their posters wrote poseidon in caps so i thought i should follow
2) I LIKED THE SHOW!
i shan't be a spoiler, but i must say the part in which her father died was so sad. ):

remember this guy? he's the small boy who drums to christian songs at orchard road! well he's tanner since the last time i saw him :D do you notice what his dad's doing whenever he's busking? sitting down at the corner.. and that makes me wonder whether he's forced to busk because of his dad. okay but whatever it is, he's great. (:

i'm beat. good night!

stop that; i can't take it anymore

2006-05-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

had chem tuition in the morning at tab's then i rushed over for the ss project. i must say, it was fun!! i'm so glad we spent our time properly instead of slacking away and not getting anything done. (:

here's tofu the hottt nurse, baby!

introducing: ARCHER! aka my new boyfriend :D :D OKAY I'M KIDDING. but i find him so cute!
well he helped us a bit. if you watch our ss video you'll see him in the 3rd scene!

and this is MY INDIAN HUSBAND!
yaya and i're acting as some indian couple who owns a.. restaurant. we're gonna lose all our money because of the bombings. hahahaha [check out the mole on my right cheek and yaya's turban! SEXY MAN HAHAHA]

hohohohoho

MET JESS AND YUNXUAN AFTER THAT FOR DINNER! wanted to go to cocolatte but i guess we had.. other plans ): haha

sakae sushiii

SO after much talking and shopping with them i met valencia!

guess where we went for supper =P yes, makansutra!

i like this man :9

well i guess it's tanning with tofu tomorrow. then heading down to meet val and nat hohoho.

there's still the amath and emath spring tests next week! POOOO ):
NOTE TO SELF: BETTER STUDY HARD AND DO WELL!!!

hello stranger

2006-05-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

i actually went for amath remedial today!
it ended late so didn't go for training. i forgot that i told coach qing i wasn't going already anyway haha. went over to tab's and we caught a bit of this and a bit of that :D

TOMORROW IS BUDDHIST DAY!
finally gonna meet up with yunxuan and jess for dinner, after so long!! (:
ss project before that, and chem tuition too ): GARH. never mind tomorrow shall be a good day.

and we finally found out who it was! hahaha.

i'm off.

don't know where to be?

2006-05-10T22:05:00.000-07:00

VAUNT @ MoS
[the ministry of sound: block C, the cannery, river valley road, clarke quay]

30th may, 8pm till late
tickets are priced at $18, door $22
there will be an alcohol bar at pure room but strictly for 18 and above!
interested? contact me now!

i get a rush

2006-05-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

the learning journey today wasn't as bad as i expected! or maybe it's because the company was good. (:
but on the whole i thought that it was pretty cool to learn about other people's religion. i don't really like the guide though, i thought some of the stuff that she said were pretty inaccurate. hehhh.

stayed back in school after that for a while with syik, tofu, val, yaya, dan and jazz. this's like the third day in the row we've been hanging out after school (!); too mad to handle.

sigh dad and i just made a wasted trip to uan ): we were like 3/4 way there when i received josiah's message that class started at 7 instead of 830!!!!! sad. and i couldn't join them for supper ):
OWELL. NEXT WEEEEK!!!

by the way, i'm sorry SYAZANA BTE YAHYA
for making the button of your wallet come off!!! ):

when i'm with you

who makes the sun light up my shadows

2006-05-10T11:11:00.000-07:00

i heard many people didn't go for learning styles yesterday! and i heard from the people who went that yesterday's lesson was really fun. they taught them how to defend yourself if a guy attacks you! and also tips on how to answer some mcq questions or dunno what shit lah.

maybe we should've went man.. guess this goes to show that the naughty just gets naughtier while the good just gets better because the so called naughty people don't bother to attend these workshops to get smarter, haha.

so, khai za yaya val dan tofu and i went for lunch at parkway. spent so much time there and because we were making so much noise we decided to go back to school! video world. hahahaha damn stupid, but fun :D

went for uan class after that and nixem was there again! his classes are funny man.

okok gtg now the bell just rang BYE!

oh play my favourite song, darling

2006-05-08T22:06:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE CRAIG GOT OUT FOR TONIGHT'S EPISODE OF SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE?!?!!!!!!!
oh man. damn sad ): i think nick and blake are so haaaawwwwwtttttt. and i like melody and camillaaaaaa! okay i like all of them they're like so good. watching that show just leaves my mouth wide open.

i thought the learning styles thing after school today was quite boring. i mean, yeah, it can be quite useful but.. i don't find the lesson interesting or productive. S:

that's jannah's chicken, tofu's pappaaaaadum, a spoon, a fork and many cough hands :D

at the avt

we took another three of these kind of multi-shot photos, can you imagine how many faces we made! hahaha

had dinner after that with zah, val, tofu, yaya and syikin :D :D
love you guys man
HELL YEAH!

okay i'm off to watch teeeveee now.
gosh today's such a slack day.

goodbye!

P.S. happy (belated) birthday chris lim! (:

may your smile shine on

2006-05-07T21:47:00.000-07:00

when i'm moody or sad dance takes everything away, one reason's beacuse the training's rather intense and you really have no time to ponder why God made the sky blue or why that guy shouted Eureka instead of Hoohesha or Neerami; you always have to be conscious of your posture, whether or not your arm is lifted up the right way, whether your head's in the right direction, which muscle you should flex or relax, which count to jump or which count to turn.

and when you dance, you feel the adrenaline rush and you get so excited that you forget what the feeling of excitement is. you're in your own world, your face is full of expressions that's constantly changing, and you want to embrace and treasure every moment of it because you know it's just too indescribable.

people who watch you have eyebrows flying and saliva cascading down their lips, but you don't care because they're not part of the moment, you are.

and that's why dance takes everything away.

dearest

2006-05-07T20:03:00.000-07:00

went shopping with mommy after church (: we managed to get the warehouse card 'cos ling yeeeeeyeee already spent $200 and we spent the rest. mom bought FOUR suits! i only managed to get a top and necklaces ):
well we talked alot. school, boys, food, the works. i really love her, but i still can't stand the way she's so irritating at times, haha.

and i realised something today
my mom still holds my hand when we cross the road.

pull harder on the strings

2006-05-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

first things, we finally have a new class blog! go check it out :D

http://kamasuthree.blogspot.com

HAHA.

right i can't believe training was so early today. thank god it was though, cos it poured cats and dogs the moment we finished. came home after that and i slept for 4 hours straight [i was that tired], then headed for tuition.
managed to catch andrea for dinner and i bought the OK! magazine. shit jessica alba is hottt and jessica simpson's so ugly even her mom looks better than her.

oh uncle fred just came back from London and he bought loads of Quakers!!!! :D :D
i'm eating too much.
haha whatever.

P.S. it's polling day!

the world is flawed but these scars will heal

2006-05-05T22:30:00.000-07:00

oh did you guys know that yesterday was 040506? like, four five six? (:

alright so we had the chem test thingy today and miss ho nagged at us after that, as usual.. but somehow what she said today scared me. i know that i can do well if i put in the effort but i'm just too bloody lazy to do so. why man, why. and i didn't do as well as i expected for bio. damn.

the cc training today was lame but at the same time fun. i liked the water game :D but seriously, what's the point of giving us the cc training only now when we're not gonna be in it anymore next semester? ha.ha.

val and i had to go down to bugis agaaaain to change yaya's slipper cos she couldn't fit into the one we bought her. waste my time.. hahahaha. anywhooo after dinner, we went to the esplanade for a while! and i really like that place. (:

val really likes pastamania!! :DDD

this time it's passion fruit instead of blackcurrant

typical.

i like this picture

and this one!

and this one!!!

i'm soooo tired my eyes're like half closed.
good night.

are you thinking of me, cos i'm thinking of you

2006-05-04T21:37:00.000-07:00

i heard panic! at the disco on prefect10's control!!! NOOOOOOO. i really hope they don't go mainstream! ):

well i felt extremely tired at school today and i don't know why but i had so many incoming messages last night that i couldn't get to sleep early like what i planned to do! it's always like that isn't it. haha.

training today was pretty good! but i felt really bad after the run ): probably cos of the food i ate for lunch. ugh.
so we worked on technique! forehand and serve :D
i can't serve for nuts now! like the ball just goes everywhere but the service box hahahahaha. thank god mr ang or the coaches weren't in like thaaat a bad mood so there wasn't much scolding or whatever not.
and also, it's encouraging to see the team doing more things together and more willingly now. like taking the initiative to do/count warm up and warm down-s together.. blah blah.
this goes to show, prayer works. and so do pep talks ;D

damn. i've been getting the same feeling these past few weeks and it really sucks ):
i guess friendship problems has finally taken it's toll on me

when the cold comes crashing down

2006-05-03T21:44:00.000-07:00

i feel : ) :
[note the sad and happy faces]

__

first things,
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY CLARE CHNG!
long time since i had a nice talk with you, i hope you've been doing really really fine! we'll meet up during june hols yeah!!!!!? God bless and take loads of care! <3

yesterday
i thought the film appreciation class was good.
we caught snippets of kung pow, some hilarious german film, amelie(sp.), blue velvet and some other french film. i think french films're nice because they're so full of colour!!

then jeremiah told us that some of us could stay back for a while to catch some parts of the cell cos the art direction of that film's very good and stuff.. so esther, ben, josiah, hanjing, alvin and i did and GOSH. that show is like 21358032946509345%%%%% gory. eeeeeeeeee it's the kind of film that would make the hair at the back of your neck stand. ):

well jeremiah's a while turned out to be like 45 mins! so class ended at 11+ and after some talking and stuff we finally left! he says all of us could do a short film or something and that we should all meet up for coffee some time sooon to catch up! rocking. (:

anywhooo jeremiah offered to give me a ride home and i realised he's nice to talk to and funny haha. maybe only when he's not in a production i guess.

today
tuition was cancelled so it was lunch with tabi. pretty long time since we did something like this! and i miss her. ithinkit'sjustme,tofeelthatourfriendshipisn'tthesameanymore.. )':
there's tennis tomorrow! coach qing says he'll be working on technique. damn i haven't been on court for soo long i hope i'm not too rusty!

argh. ): ): )':

drugs or me - jimmy eat world

2006-05-01T22:26:00.000-07:00

it's songs like these that really gets me all emotional and dazed. i like the feeling but sometimes it sinks in too much and it gets too depressing. but whatever it is, music still makes my world go round and i don't think i can live without it. (:

right right so! some of us met up for the singing thingy today and it was fun! :D had sooo much for lunch i could barely walk after that. then we caught some dvds (cough cough cough) and i had to go for tuition ): apparently there was some controversy after val and i left S: well i hope everything's fine now!!

there's the amath ca tomorrow and gosh i really need to do well for this one.

and oh oh! yvette, charmaine and i managed to drive by the haunted house in punggol after tuition and shit until now it's still like giving me goosebumps ): eeeeeee

ice cream ice creaaaam ice cream!!!!!!!!! i think i'm eating too much but it's so damn nice! yuck i'm getting so fat worrrrrhhhhXXxzzzzzzzzz

okay lah BYE.

P.S. HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

shopping dates and aching soles

2006-04-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

went down to meet chermaine after church and it felt awesome going out with her again. (:
so we walked around and bought many things! and dang was it tiring. but nevertheless fun!

then we had dinner

oooooh

oooh ooooooh :9

ooooh ooooh ooooooohhhh :9

i love you (:

we're gathering for the class singing thingy tomorrow! (;

and the birthday girl is..

2006-04-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

SYAZANA BTE YAHYA!

[i've decided to be nice and put the nicerrrr photos of you since there're like 21490843068 coughdisgustingcough photos of you in my camera! hahahaha. and you have like syikin and gita in 3 out of the 5 photos!! please be happy. (:]
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YAYA! [OHOH I KNOW YOU LIKE PURPLE! :D]
you've been a great friend and joker all this while, always entertaining people with your stupid jokes and actions. life would definitely be duller without you around. you can be so blunt and irritating at times but your egoistic self never fails to brighten up my day :DDD i really treasure the friendship we have and yes we'll stay friends forever ya????! have extra fun on this special day of yours, continue to study hard and stay SMART. (: love you bitch!! <3333

oh i just had the tetanus immunization. eew i dislike needles ):

right i'm off to church then it's cherrrrmmyy time (:

keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
where the sunshine slows
always keep me close

MY NAME IS EARL

2006-04-29T22:44:00.000-07:00

although this show doesn't have doctors or patients dressed in kinky outfits it so reminds me of scrubs!! i like.. (:

we started on intermediate work for ballet today and gosh it's soooo dry and tough i don't like it! brings back memories of all the tiring ballet lessons we had while we were practising for inter-found. hopefully i'll grow to like it soon. and i cannot wait for the concert we're gonna put up this year! (;

have to go for some doctor's check-up for the obs thingy tomorrow so i have to wake up early ): then it'll be morning service then i'll be going to meet chermaine after like 123094820965 years!!! i really miss her. and OHHHH, congrats to the tk softballers!!! good job done (:

this week, i have ascertained that exercising does indeed release endorphins! at some point of the week i took increasing pains to quell the urge to spew forth really rude/snide remarks, and at some point i would just cry for no reason/because of friends. at some point old jokes (bad) kept replaying in my head and i could just feel the the cacophony of voices around me get tooo much to tolerate. and at some point i would feel like just screaming at anybody because i was feeling like avril lavigne.
sooo running it was! sports sure did make me feel better. be it silly games/tennis/running/ballet/etc, all was good. and besides, it also helps you get rid of excess faaaaaattttt.
and well i guess i really have to do something about my attitude and temper. i promise, i am making an effort to change although it's tough! haahaaa.

my brother's back and the camo cream makes it look as if he's wearing eyeliner! and he contributed to my allowance (: not alot, but heck it's the thought that counts!

it's sad to see what our friendship has become

what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

2006-04-28T23:33:00.000-07:00

dr william tan came to our school to give an cough inspirational talk today. well he's darn talented, but i felt that he was sorta boasting in the later part of the presentation and i couldn't stand the way he yelled into the mike. other than that, i really admire him and yes i do feel inspired! ;P

missed the cc training today because of the speech day rehearsal S: well i heard it was quite boring, but the rehearsal was too so.. i guess it's the same. we finished quite early so zan accompanied me while waiting for val. thanks! heh (:

soooo. went for dinner with

at

and i really like the new

they have there.

dinner was of course, good

and so was dessert.

good day. (:

cannonball into the water

2006-04-27T23:08:00.000-07:00

did quite a bit of physical for training today. well i think we're all getting the momentum back and it feels really good. (: at least it's not slack now and the coaches don't kill us with like 230810 sets of suicides or 1270934 rounds round the courts or lunges or whatever shit like how they did when we were in sec 1! those were horror man.

i just realised this morning that i can't go for vaunt at mos cos i'll be going for obs again! ):

oooooops the math test today was like ashhgwwwb;p[oiascijweijr?! easy, yet i didn't know how to do some of the questions ): contradicting, i know. bummer.

time and time again i tell myself to try to get our friendship out of the pile of rocks it's fallen into but i just can't seem to. i don't care whether it's because i'm too sensitive or petty, but you made me sound like a liar.

run it

2006-04-26T22:21:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's the last test of the week, it's math and i hope everything goes well!

grillz by nelly's stuck in my head and it just makes you feel like you wanna go pimpin' round the world dawg

it's a little bit funny
this feeling inside

rain outside my window pouring down

2006-04-25T18:08:00.000-07:00

the weather yesterday was pretty bad, so we didn't get to hit much. we ran, and i am like how unfit now!?!! gotta start running again! well anyway, coach qing and coach richard took the opportunity to talk to us while it poured. hmm i guess we might be pretty different from the seniors back then.. but i'm sure we'll be able to shine and do the school proud like how they did because we have our own.. outstanding qualities! haha. the seniors've already build up something for us and we shouldn't let it all go down the drain. let's all train hard and show the coaches and everyone else that we can do it alright (: tk tennis oh yeaaaah.

was supposed to have training but it rained, again. so i decided to head home! this's the first time in 32498043968098 days that i don't have anything on after school man. and i didn't have enough time to complete the bio paper today! ): i'm just hoping for a pass.

chermaine heeeyyy! cheer up okay it hurts me to see you so down! although we're in different classes now, just know that i'll always be there for you. well things like these happen.. i'm sure everything will be back to normal in no time. love you! HUGGGS (:
P.S. hope the skittles was good HAHA.

bang bang shoot shoot

2006-04-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

oh i forgot, there's also a chem test on chemical equations or something. that makes it 5 tests/cas this week. ):

well well well anywhoooo
i guess i've sorta realised that life really is too short to worry or think about.. unhappy stuff. so this week shall be a new and good week! i'm gonna trrrrryyyy to be like how i was before and also to be as happy as i can from now on. (;

here's the final bullet
to put our love to death
our days are never coming back
i know it's you i can forget
bang bang shoot shoot
ohhh this song's roccckkin' baby <333

lift me up when i'm falling

2006-04-22T14:07:00.000-07:00

okay i started the day off quite badly. well i think i'm putting too much pressure about unnecessary things on myself. ): it's pretty stupid. i really have to stop worrying about stupid things; things that don't even concern me! breakfast was bad. had a talk with dad after that and i felt really.. touched. )':

argh there's four tests/cas this week?
- amath st
- emath st
- emath ca
- bio ca
i've barely started studying.. S: go me.

i really think i've gone back to square one again in terms of my relationship with God. i tend to forget that he's the only constant thing that's been there since, forever. and i tend to forget how many time i've let him down.. it really sucks because i know i'm drawing away from Him and i'm not doing anything about it.

showercaps and black tutus

2006-04-22T00:25:00.000-07:00

vjc dance concert just now. well it was pretty okay.. it would've been better if they were more coordinated. heh. the item put up by the male teachers was so funny! like there were 4 male teachers who wore SHOWER CAPS and BALLET SHOES and BLACK TIGHTS and BLACK "TUTUS" trying to dance to swan lake. (?!?!!!!!??) it was damn funny. i mean, shower caps and ballet just don't go together.. and some of them were like.. fat but they still didn't mind dressing like that! man, really spontaneous. (:

the "trocks" hahaha

and that's beau!

if i told you this was killing me, would you stop

the end

2006-04-21T23:47:00.000-07:00

apart from mrs tiong playing the music at snail-speed today, i thought the ballet exam was good. it was only after we did our hair and waited outside the studio that i realised it was the last time we were gonna have an exam at our place. inter and all the other exams're gonna be at crown centre/somewhere else. well i thought it was quite sad..
i figured that since it was the last grade exam i was gonna have, i would give it my best shot, if not i'd regret it for the rest of my life (almost the rest of my life). so i did, i gave as much expression and smiles that i could, and i must say i had fun. pretty scary dancing in the studio alone though, but with the encouragement from hannah, ferena, xueying, and all the smses.. not to mention God, all the fear just.. went away. i really hope i do well. it would be a great way to end off the grade exams. (:

after the exam hannah, ferena and i stayed back to help miss pang. because there were other exams after us, we helped tie some of the girls' hair, pin the ribbons, got them ready and stuff. i love the pre-primary girls! they are just ADORABLE.. they're so full of energy, you never know when they'll scream or start jumping around! and when some of them came to hug me their hands were like round my thighs hahaha. (: well i felt really nostalgic somehow. it also hit me that i wouldn't mind being a ballet teacher when i grow up! and it would be just perfect if i marry a rich man :D hahaha.

i was excused from school today but mdm azizan wanted me to go back to school to sit for the ss test ): so i did and i think i really screwed it up. why?
1) according to mdm azizan, i was late. and i forgot to bring foolscap paper.
2) they made me do it in the middle of the general office
- IT WAS SO NOISY. so many people kept walking up and down, the printer/fax machine was like working the whole time, cellphones/office phone kept ringing, teachers kept shouting from one end of the place to the other.. i couldn't concentrate! bloody hell. the lady gave me an extra 5 mins but what's the point when i still couldn't concentrate during those extra minutes?
3) the SBQ picture
-WHAT THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ABOUT THE PICTURE!? it's just 4 girls staring at the camera. wait, they weren't even looking at the camera.

AND

i dislike the school's security guard! i mean, he's doing a good job by making sure we're not playing truant and all BUT he didn't have to sound so freaking action right. i already told him i gave my excuse letter and i tried explaining to him sooo nicely but he kept saying "see see seeeee you have to report to the general office! don't explain anything to me explain to the general office!" after talking over the walkie talkie. soooo pissed. he wasted my time. ass. ):

had a talk with tab yesterday during training hours (hahaha). and apparently lyn said that kong said something really disgusting! S:

VJC dance concert tomorrow. (:

cos i know i just can't stay, here in heaven

kiss the stars with me

2006-04-19T23:56:00.000-07:00

i reaaaally loveeee

!!! i finally got one from tofu today, rather than my dad. well it made about half my day. (: i dislike wednesdays. but i like the small naps tab and i have before tuition! ha.

there's emath and amath st tomorrow and i'm so not prepared ): i did so badly for the past two amath tests and i think that's really demoralised me man. and i really miss my old seat ): everytime i hear them talking and laughing i feel so left out and wish i was back there ):

i've been feeling really sucky lately, i'm not sure why, honestly. and you know what? i can't stand the way you lie, i can't stand you being two-faced. well yeah i know that you can really be kidding about some of the things you say at times, but sometimes i know you're not and you're just saying you're kidding because a certain look was made at you. maybe i'm too sensitive, but i get really irritated when i hear you say some things or just by looking at you. as much as i think you give me a great listening ear and make me laugh, i think you should stop those lies of yours just to be "popular" or get "sympathy" because a small lie will lead to another lie, and another lie and another lie and another lie and before you know it, you'll have no more friends. this is gonna sound stupid but i'm really disappointed in myself for getting close to you in the first place. yes, we're still friends but i just hope i don't turn out to be a liar like you in time to come.

argh. i'm gonna do so badly this term. my amath results've really demoralised me. ): why can't i seem to be consistent.. i'm not surprised if my L1R5's for this term's like 40. i reaaaally have to learn to manage my time properly ):

jaded.

the angels they burn inside for us
and are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
and are we ever gonna come back down
come around

the very first post!

2006-04-18T21:27:00.000-07:00

this blog is FINALLY usable. i don't know what i did to it, somehow i thought it got.. spoilt! but i just realised that i've been logging in to the wrong account.. never mind, it's a long story. ANYWAY hello this is my very first post! haha. (:

today was quite sucky. i'm still trying to get used to my new place. gets quite lonely at times.. everyone there's so quiet! except syikin that is. ha. ohhhhwell.

alright i'm off.